Ok, so I'm back to loving boys... even though they don't love me AT ALL at the moment. (This is a positive announcement because a while ago I was totally HATING boys, and then I revised it to having a renewed faith in boys... and now I love them again) I'm loving them again on the theory that perhaps they will love me too (eventually)!

As for the recent comments, I have racked my brain trying to figure out who this mystery person is... The other day I got a comment which said, "if i wasn't involved... and if i had the chance to meet you again... god damn it i would date ya! you are a beautiful person... on the inside and the out.....and i hope that you don't give up... just maybe you should stop looking for it... and it might find you " posted by "guythatlikeshappyhour" and for the life of me I can't figure out who this person is!

Here's the list of clues:

• It's someone I've met in person.
• It's someone I've apparently not seen again since our first meeting.
  
• He's someone I apparently thought enough of upon our meeting that I told him about my webpage here. (this is probably the most baffling clue.)
  
• He's a HE.
• He's currently involved.

HMMMMM! Mystery man, if you're reading this page on a consistent basis, and you see this, I need more clues! And if anybody else knows who this person is, clue me in! It's been making me NUTS! (But then again I'm nuts anyway.) (*mystery guy you can even e-mail me and tell me who you are secretly in an e-mail rather than in a comment if you want to remain anonymous to the masses!!! eschell@luc.edu)

As for his theory of not lookin for lovin, and letting it find me.... well, that's what a lot of people say, but I've been single for entirely too long to buy into that anymore. That's just a load of bunk!

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I was talking to Ferros tonight, and I figured out the title of my first book (should I ever write a book about me and my weird experiences.) It will be entitled "SKI & GRIPPOS: An Addict's Tale" basically because I think that all of my weird stories have something to do with my upbringing, and the fact that I'm pretty much totally hooked on ski and grippos as a result of said upbringing. (Because we all know that Evansville is crazy like that and it does crazy things to people.)

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QOTD
12.4.04- "You decided to drink last night because you dropped that game of shitter to me, didn't you... you were just drownin' your sorrows!" ~Christine K.

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TOTD - "Psychobabble" byFrou Frou. It's a rather intense, yet mellow song, it's an engaging tune, give it a try if you're so inclined.

*Just out of personal curiosity does anybody even care about Track of the day? Do you kids give a listen to the songs I offer up? I've heard no feedback on this, so let me know if I'm just offering these because I have nothing better to talk about, or if you actually like this feature.

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Oh, and I am pleased to announce that while I was at home I happened across a bottle of the new Britney Spears perfume, "Curious" and I gave it a quick sniff... I am only pleased to say this because I am able to happily announce the following sentence as well: "I smelled Britney Spears' new perfume myself, in person, and it smells like open ass." I mean really... it's foul. (And this makes me laugh because she bragged about how involved she was with creating it... I wouldn't go sharing that info anymore Brit, REALLY.)